pel*I*Can Dream

Pelicans...beautiful, awkward, strong, vulnerable...

Within everyone is a dream...

I can dream...

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Friday, September 16, 2011

Gray Haired Soldiers

Above my brow they wave to me
A cautionary tale
As soldiers guarding gates of gold
Stand strong behind a veil

They mark the days and ways gone by
They're crumbs along the path
As earmarked signs of work and time
The effort put forth I hath

To cover them might be a shame
A mask might keep them hid
They show themselves for not I can
Turn years back to when they're rid

For days gone by are worthy foes
And days before hold promise
The soldiers call for reinforcements
To light the path before us
Where is the sun
I need it's light
Without, it's dark
And only night
Where caution leads
Before the dawn
And fear lurks close
Before the 'morn
With light
The shades of gray will fade
Their cloaked dismay
May shy away
The fear they bring
No longer hold
The tremors through
Our souls they've sold
The shadows lift
And with the night
They take away
Our fears in flight
For with the light
The dawn will lift
Our fears away
And set adrift
We walk down a path
Our thoughts set to flight
And are taken away
Through dawn of the night

The risk of today flies
With  rise of the moon
Caution set to wind
From fears come to soon

And what we have near
Are forgotten for  Promise
From dreams that will dawn
With chances we  might miss

And hold tight our breath
When dreams of tomorrow
Where all but forgotten
From tonight or from sorrow

A hope and a rainbow
A chance and a dream
A catch of our breath
And a new time to scream

Saturday, September 10, 2011

What kind of stories do you tell if you let yourself truly go?  Are they amazing tales that mark your life and keep your imagination bright with all the colors of feelings and emotions and experiences that you let explode on your landscape?  What is your life's topography?  Hilly, rocky, changing depths, changing directions, colors exploding?  Do your stories make you smile? Make you happy? (am I just a story to tell)

Or is your tale one of sound bites, muted by fear, kept small by necessity, reality?  Tans and grays all kept dull, to fade into the background because you didn't dare stand out, be noticed.  You don't dare grab the brass ring and run.  Or even worse, you don't even try for fear you'll fall, or fail, and be laughed at. Who did you think you were - how on this day or any other could you be that good, that worthy of love, of happiness?

So look in the mirror little one, young or old it makes no matter, you are playing small. Look with eyes open wide. See beyond (around or through) the veil you hide behind - find your colors, paint them bright and bold - paint them with broad strokes and make them splash. Let them come alive. For you are letting life pass you by, by hiding. By covering who you can be, who you are. Don't be afraid. You have still many wonderful stories to live, to write, to tell. 
How do I let
Myself be free
Of dread and fear and worry
How do I let
My imagination run
Free to romp and scurry
How do I let
My dreams grow
Like wings that spread and flurry
How do I slow
The pace of life
To be rid of all the hurry
How do I let
My love explode
Instead of hidden, buried
If I can keep
That thought, that feeling
Alive for just
A moment more
It would be
The thing that makes
Me smile and know
What dreams are for
I close my eyes
They take me back
To hear the words
That I adore
They make me feel
Alive and long
For more that makes
Me want to soar
I'm not running away, 
I'm finding a place
Building a space
To hide

I'm not looking for more
I'm looking for now
Finding out how
I'll cope

I'm not willing to bare
I'm guarding myself
Finding what else
I'm not

I'm not planning to be
I'm holding my breath
Questioning what's next
For me
To start, in spite of knowing 
To act, though it won't matter
To smile, yet not enough ...
to erase, the fear
To laugh, to keep from crying
To boast, to lie, that it's nothing
To fear, I can't hide... enough 
To dream, of a different end
I ran away
Afraid to find
To push too far
To give in
To where I wanted
To be
Because if I 
Stood on the ledge
And fell
Would you catch me
Would you be there
At all
So I stop myself
From looking, or wishing
So tears I shed
As I turn
And walk
Away